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I Feel Good



Yes

Despite last night's horrible shit, I am ok.


SUPRISE!


Totally awesome.


I decided that I am not going to compromise my vision of what I want in a guy.

If Mike doesn't agree with it, then too bad.


I shouldn't have to settle for less then the best and I only deserve the best.


True that.


I just want to get somethings straight:

1. I like to cuddle. Cuddling is more importent to me then sex. If you aren't a cuddler then don't waste my time. I can't live without it and I don't intend to try either.

2. I am a very clingy girl as stated before. While I don't mind if you go off and do your thing I do expect that when you come back you ACT like you like me. This goes back to cuddling/putting your arm around me for longer then a second/little kisses here and there etc. I won't live without any of this either. If you ask me to, forget it.



I also have made some acute discoveries as well.

I realized last night how importent it is for me to have a talkative guy that actually knows how to handle a conversation.

I'm very quiet around guys I like meaning that I most likely won't talk.

This means that I need a guy that can start conversations and doesn't feel akward doing it.

In other words, don't be retarded.

Be a man.


I need a guy that doesn't always tell me how fucked up I am or how retarded I am. You may be joking but if you say it enough times I tend to believe that you actually mean it. Face it. Words hurt.


I need someone I can feel comfortable around basically. I didn't feel comfortable last night and I wasen't put in the position to either.


This goes into the problem I have in Theatre class.

I basically don't feel comfortable and it drives me CRAZY not to feel comfortable.

Possibly the reason why I was somewhat crazy last night.

In Theatre there's basically a group that consists of:

Steve
Chris
Chris Weber
Ryan
Paul
Christine
One girl ( I forget her name )
One boy ( you know the deal )
and Me

I basically feel that no matter what I do I'm being judged.

Like if I act like myself, people just ignore me like I'm not even there.

If I'm too quiet, no one includes me.

If I'm loud, everybody ends up hating me.



I really don't know what to do about this whole thing.

It's really odd situation to be put into.


I can't withdrawl and I do love Theatre.

Then again I hate being around people that hate me.


I'm just confused about the whole bit.

I flipped out at Steve because I felt like he was being mean to me.

I've felt like he's been mean to me for a while now.

I don't understand because the Steve I knew was a nice guy that like movies and we could talk about movies and music for hours.

I don't even feel like I really know him now.

I want to feel like I know him so I can be more comfortable around him.


Same with Chris Weber.



I try to get along with them but I don't confront people when I have a problem.

I keep it to myself.

I recently discovered keeping problems to yourself isn't good.


I feel so stressed it isn't even funny.


I'm going to talk to Chris about this tommorow.

There was to be a way to resolve this entire ordeal.

Seriously.


Today I skipped English and went through old clothing.

I went to History and took a quiz.

He let us leave.

I went home and ate food.

I talked to Kathleen because she's home from the hospital.

YEY.

I feel soo bad because she had to go through all this crap.

Spinal taps.

ick.

I'm happy she's home though

I mished her.

Right now I'm in work doing my thing until 6.

Then I go home and get ready for dance which I really don't feel like going to at all but I'm going to go.

Tommorow is Math/Theatre.

Saturday

I have to see my dad.

Then horseback riding.


and OMFG

SKALLOWEEN!

SKANK IT UP

WHAT WHAT.

Sorry I'm just a tad bit excited.

Ruder Then You is playing <3333

and NO REGRETS most importently.

I have to pick up their new cd.

and their last cd LULLLLLL.

I lost it in Canada, those lucky bastards.

They get No Regrets

but soon I shall have NR

* droools *

IN THEIR FACE

LOLLZ

ha ha!

I have to finish my Skalloween costummeeee

All I have to do is get a while shirt and put " CRAZY " on it

and I need to make the drama faces on some posterboard.

I'mma color the mask, paint a pencil white, and attach the pencil to the mask so it can be like a mask

MASK-A-RAID LYKE WHOA

HA HA!

WHAT A GOOD JOKE

Actually it's a horrible joke but let's pretend it's a good joke for 5 seconds

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WOOO!

As we can tell I am really looking forward to Skalloween.

All my frizends are going to be there so I won't be entirely alone like last night.

It is going to ROCK MY SOCKS

Maybe they'll be some cute guys there LULLLL <33

HA HA!

I'm always on the prowl.!!

GRR

I'm a TIGER

HA HA!

wow..

I am way to happy..

LOLLLLZ

I swear I is 2-POLER TUTU THE MAX.

ok ok

That was scarrry.

I must calm down.


This weekend I'm going to do the rest of my photography projects as well. so I can get them out of the way.

and I'm going to go into the darkroom and DEVELOP YOUR MOM

* SHOCK *

Sunday is Halloween too.

OMFG I ALMOST FORGOT MY FAV. HOLIDAY

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!


I may get together with friends and go trick the treat a little.

That will be funnerific.



-EDIT-

OK OK

NOW TELL ME HOW HOT THIS GENTLEMEN IS:





He said I was a cutie to the max.

tee hee!

He's fucking hot as hell.

I'd tap that

HA HA!

Life just keeps on getting better and better.


♥ ♥ ♥
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